the rose that snared me.. by angelcalledemon, literature
Literature
the rose that snared me..
don't you dare turn away
captivate me with your eyes
what are you doing here
trapped me in your light
so goodbye to romance
goodbye to all i've ever known
trapped in your garden
the rose that snared me with its eyes
i can't see your face
i'm falling once again
lost in my shattered past
trapped in my memories
the growth of this is too hard to take
sometimes i feel it's killing me
and a rose by any other name
still leads to chaos
so goodbye to romance
goodbye to all i've ever loved
trapped in your garden
you're the rose that snared me with your eyes
say hello to my life
sunshine shades of black and grey
no more tea
now i have crossed you from my world
no line to cross, no void to fill
so ask yourself have we come so far
that we surrender before we even start
life's greatest question looms before you
you've never considered but now you will
of what stands beyond
to kiss or kill
have we fallen so far to ruin
that we can't even rise to meet the challenge
or burn the line into the sand
yet so willingly the sign into our hands
life's greatest choice dies before you
there is no path but what thou wilt
do what you must
to kiss or kill
we are all of the same weave
children of one blood
of colors, creeds, no one superior
we are of one
such pure blue eyes by angelcalledemon, literature
Literature
such pure blue eyes
no hope no dreams more pure than this
for so long i've waited for this
and i'd sell my soul it's been so long
the waiting
denials
it's killing me
so goodbye to all i knew
it's time to start anew
and to breath in this life of mine
it's killing me!
my home
is open to you
and my heart
i give to you
so pure
everything you could give to me
and i'd destroy the world in your name
no hope
no dreams
more pure
than this
so goodbye
to all i knew
it's time
to start anew!
we find ourselves here again
lost and confused
sheltered by our past
the walls we build contain
try as we mig
So here I stand, alone and broken
ruined man that cannot go on
my tortured mind wreaks of misgotten gains
and here i die, silently grieving
listen to the water burn
it is calling you back to your home
this purifying acid rain
you know it calls your name
i am invincible
now that i have no one to turn to
cannot run for fear of finding death
cannot stay because i know you're here!
listen to the water burn
it is calling you back to your home
this purifying acid rain
you know it calls your name
and so we wander
endlessly
until we falter
carelessly
i have no shelter
from the fire that burns in me
no
sitting under the sun by angelcalledemon, literature
Literature
sitting under the sun
it takes a lifetime to repent
for time spent
in the name of freedom
i'd rather burn
before i'll walk away
always alone
always the same
same old day
never changes
i just sit here
wasting away
wasting away
sitting alone
wasting away
it takes a lifetime to repent
for time spent
in the name of freedom
i'd rather burn
before i'll walk away
always alone
always the same
same old shit
just a different day
as we lie here
wasting away
wasting away
lying here cold
and wasting away
it takes a lifetime to repent
for time spent
in the name of freedom
i'd
so much for this insignificant life we call our own
how few of us have the strength to rise
to leave ourselves, to free ourselves
to get up and leave the safety of our homes
each of us has a story
it's up to us when the pages turn
and with our sacred conflagrations
we decide which books to burn
so much for this fleeting life we call real
it's just a string of memories
wrapped up in leaves and left to burn
pain and love are all we feel
could you hope to write my story?
it's up to me when the pages turn
and with my sacred conflagration
i'll decide which books to burn
the eyes of the sphinx are gazing into me
she stares through me into my soul
what lonely eyes would dare pierce my heart
and try to go where none could ever go
my heart, my lonely wounded mind
my soul is black from the truth
and darker than night
what crippled dreams may come
i welcome with open arms
for 'tis best to embrace your dreams
when you rise to meet the fight
god is looking through me
deep into my soul
where no one has ever been
where no one should ever go
my heart, my lonely wounded mind
my soul is black from the truth
and darker than ni
there's no such thing as purity
and it's all a lie
no more stifled hellos
and no more long goodbyes
what does it mean
it means we are real
and what does it mean
it means everything
who are we to judge
and question why
who are we to step forward
and ask the reasons why
there'll be no peace on earth
'till we all ask why
question our commanders
until the day we die
what is the reason
we can't see the truth
why is it hidden
from all but the youth
what does it mean
it means we are real
and what does it mean
it means everything
my life is night
eternal darkness surrounding me
a never ending struggle
the weight of all eternity
so drawn to dusk we are
'till we drown in our own lies
hide our heads and play pretend
fake our existence until the end
my soul is black
dark like the fire that burns in me
a never ending pain
hunted by something i can never see
so drawn to dusk we are
'till we drown in our own lies
hide our heads and play pretend
fake our existence until the end
so close to dusk we are
safe within' our shelters
slit our throats and play pretend
the blackness means the end
my heart is frozen
cold as ice and black as death
an al
no judgement passed by angelcalledemon, literature
Literature
no judgement passed
you are to me some new kind of sweet
everlasting joy i long to meet
and holy soul of pure love and thought
this sacred place for so long i've fought
i can feel it all extending through me
this love i've closed off from myself
i've fought my whole being just to seal you all away
to block out all the words i long to hear you say
i close my eyes,
let these dreams persist
then i close my mind
and let my spirit drift
what is this pure unimbellished thought
upon waking it is all but not
a mindless wandering in a helpless daze
but through the smoke i see you, find you through the haze!
i can feel it extending al
Bleed What You Believe by angelcalledemon, literature
Literature
Bleed What You Believe
the past is nothing
history are words spoken by men
long since dead
the place is here
the time is now...
bleed what you believe
give in to your torment
show those motherfuckers what you meant
hatred should be your creed
don\'t give in to their lies...
bleed what you believe
it\'s taken so long to get me here today
the road i traveled wasn\'t easy
blazed by the brave free thinkers
and traveled by none so free as me
give in to desires precious and free
show them how it ought to be
let your freedom be your creed
don\'t be captured by their lies
BLEED WHAT YOU BELIEVE!!
i\'ve tripped and stumbled while i made my way
fal
separation anxietyseparation anxiety gnaws at me,
it tears at my face
i can feel the hatred welling up,
i can feel the pain inside of me
your soul has burned me barren,
your hate left me diseased
your insignifigance is overwhelming
in the sight of barren, broken, bloody trees
give fate a new belief
give me a new religion
satan is hidden at the edge of your sight
he is waiting for you to die
give your soul to new religions
give your belief to all that\'s pure
give hatred a fighting chance
in this world that needs a cure
gravity and anger
are the tools of meditation
they leave no room for augmentation
in the face of
you gave me this
hole in my heart
i wear it like a badge
nothing you can say or do
can heart me or wound me now
i lived my life bound fast to you
you brought me down to size
nothing left for me to say
just the painful last goodbye
you wound, steal, desecrate me
you broke, healed, then you raped me
you left, returned, and repaid me
i followed, hung, clung, and you killed me
i would have loved you for all time
but you wouldn\'t
have it that way
there was no love in your eyes
that one last painful day
you wound, steal, desecrate me
you broke, healed, then you raped me
you left, returned, and you repaid me
i followed
every moment of every day by angelcalledemon, literature
Literature
every moment of every day
there\'s a thousand words racing through my head right now
a thousand fucking thoughts a thousand fucking second
i can feel the rift opening up between us
i can feel the pain start anew
give me just a second to collect my little thoughts and
i\'ll give you your time well spent
give me long enough to remember what i\'m thinking
and i\'ll give you a million reasons not to scream
there\'s a thousand fucking minutes in a thousand fucking days and
a thousand fucking reasons to end it all right now
there\'s a thousand million people reading books by guys that are dead and
there\'s a thousand fucking people being butchered every day
there was nothing left to say (you were always there for me)
i have nothing left to say to you (i couldn\'t save you then)
i\'m sorry for that (that night that you died)
sorry i left you (broken and barren)
i wouldn\'t let you [walk away]x2
i couldn\'t let you [leave that way]x2
there was more for [me to say]x2
they came and took you away!!!!!
had my life been given freely (by my choice)
i would have fought to save you (if you could hear my voice)
i hope that my thoughts aren\'t untrue (i would have died for you)
there was nothing there but love for you (i gave my life and died)
i let you [walk away]x2
couldn\'t let it [be
goodbye to mercy
hello severity
say goodbye to love
and hello to clarity
give into feelings
give in to lies
give yourself credit
don\'t just curl up and die
fuck your enemies
fucking give them their do
let them know how you feel about all that they\'ve said
live each fucking day like you\'re already dead!
destroy your love
seek help not from above
and look not below
when it\'s your time to go
say goodbye to hatred
and let\'s all get wasted
fuck gov\'t destruction
and social corruption!
social destruction
gains strength from corruption
let sinners be sinners clear guilt from your head
and live each goddamn day l
worship well, my fallen son
give your praise before you\'re done
let them feel the flesh tear from your bones
let them send you back on to your home
satan stands a shapeless form,
demonic in his presence,
true in his light,
god represents hatred and fear,
the morning star his saving light
what would jesus do,
if he saw us today
he\'d probly light the match himself
and burn us all away
give it time and give it faith
and all your wounds shall heal
but given time and given faith,
the wraiths of god will soon appear
ripping, tearing, lacerating,
creatures of the blessed night
a sacred lesson taught to thee
brought to this ear
there is a threshold here
i walk it every fuckin\' day
thin line between love and hate
cross it and you\'ll feel my pain
there\'s nothing stopping me
tear out your heart and see
nothing moves and nothing bleeds
your heart is stone, or so it seems
there is a threshold here
i walk it every fuckin\' day
thin line between love and hate
cross it and you\'ll feel my pain
my soul can\'t feel
now thanks to you
you broke my heart and crushed my soul
your destruction is my only goal
there is a threshold here
i walk it every fuckin\' day
thin line between love and hate
cross it and you\'ll feel my pain
there\'s nothing lef
Current Residence: Walnut Creek Favourite genre of music: metal Operating System: Xp MP3 player of choice: Winamp Favourite cartoon character: Bugs Personal Quote: Fuck the Pope
Annihilationism--the belief that each person exists as an individual in a purposeless universe,and must oppose his hostile environment through the exercise of free will and destruction of the existing social order.
jesus fucking christ! i'm gone what, a couple of months, and i come back to find banned artists and pornography. motherfuckers. DA, you should be fucking ashamed of yourselves. and yeah, if u wanna, make a fucking example of me, cuz rest assured, as soon as i get myself a fucking camera, this place is gonna be flooded with pictures. you motherfuckers have some balls. and to everyone that's already posted a comment on this bullshit, kudos. motherfuckers.
well fuckers, here i am, returned once more. i dunno why, but for the longest time i've just been out of writing and whatnot. here comes some new stuff. booya. and uh... i just found out that apparently u guys have been leaving comments on my journal entries. i didn't know u guys could do that, but uh... wow. i'm readin' 'em, and uh, thanks a lot guys! kudos to you! and FUCK YOU FOR NOT TELLING ME YOU LEFT COMMENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love reading comments. bastards. lol. j/k. and all that. so leave me some love, i'll get back to ya. hooo haaaaaa!